Pushing and Tracking Vs. Feeling without Tracking [6.25.2017]

This table is a loose subjective comparison taking a look at the qualities experienced in meditation when there is effort or (pushing) and intellectualization of progress or (Tracking) vs. simply feeling without the need to label.

No TrackingPushing/Tracking
Calm/Stillness
Wideness
Lack of a need for direction or Proof of progress
Lightness
Reduced tension
Descension
Some ascension
Acceptance
Receptivity
Minimal vibrational Resistance
Peacefulness
Control
Heat
Assurance of progress
Shaking
Straining
Pain
Vibrational resistance
lLghtness
Ascending force
Tension
Purity
Freedom
Silence
Rajasic: Efforting
Tamasic: Need for reassurance and desire to feel like the work is validated
Tension
Heart rate increase
Partial surrender to the current state of being.
Wideness
Ease of the Quieting of the Mind,
No expectations,
Minimal physical tension,
peace,
acceptance.
Need for progress,
Purifying warmth,
Rajasic traits,
Lack of complete surrender/conceptual or intellectualized surrender.